I continue to feel like one of my children is missing; you know when you are at a store and one of your wanders away (this has not happened since I had little boys) well I will look up to find her, but of course she is in Estonia. Still I get that adrenaline rush and think, "Where is Amanda?" and then I feel silly.
We eat dinner and I feel like she should be eating with us, we go somewhere and I wonder why she is not in the car. I keep feeling like it could be anytime now, and have that mantra going in my head; any time now, any time now, any time now.
Please pray with me that everything falls into place for Amanda's adoption, I know God is letting me know she will be here soon. I spent the day in her room getting things ready. we still need to set up her crib. I feel like I should pack her things!
Any time now!
My journey
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On May 31st, I left with my dog Keira from Arkansas headed for Arizona. I
had my job transfered to Arizona and knew I had 1 options for a place to
stay. ...
2 years ago
5 comments:
I am praying this morning for you as you wait. I know just how you are feeling, as I wait for that same news for myself! It feels as though it will never happen, yet it seems just around the corner!
One day soon, I pray we both are holding onto our little ones, and that feeling of "someone missing" is filled.
Blessings,
Julie (from RR...waiting for David)
Praying it is soon for her homecoming.... I can definitely understand the where is my child feeling.... Praying everything works out so we can see more of that beautiful face.
Thank Julia and Dawn, I knew moms could understand that missing child feeling.
Praying David is home soon for you too Julie. I would love to be able to read your blog.
I understand that "somebody's missing" feeling! Hoping you get to go get Amanda soon!
Dolores
I feel the saem about our little boy. I hope you get Amanda soon.
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