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Tuesday, May 13, 2008

Someone is missing

I continue to feel like one of my children is missing; you know when you are at a store and one of your wanders away (this has not happened since I had little boys) well I will look up to find her, but of course she is in Estonia. Still I get that adrenaline rush and think, "Where is Amanda?" and then I feel silly.

We eat dinner and I feel like she should be eating with us, we go somewhere and I wonder why she is not in the car. I keep feeling like it could be anytime now, and have that mantra going in my head; any time now, any time now, any time now.

Please pray with me that everything falls into place for Amanda's adoption, I know God is letting me know she will be here soon. I spent the day in her room getting things ready. we still need to set up her crib. I feel like I should pack her things!

Any time now!

5 comments:

Julie said...

I am praying this morning for you as you wait. I know just how you are feeling, as I wait for that same news for myself! It feels as though it will never happen, yet it seems just around the corner!

One day soon, I pray we both are holding onto our little ones, and that feeling of "someone missing" is filled.

Blessings,
Julie (from RR...waiting for David)

GoldenAngelsWorks said...

Praying it is soon for her homecoming.... I can definitely understand the where is my child feeling.... Praying everything works out so we can see more of that beautiful face.

AZmomto7 said...

Thank Julia and Dawn, I knew moms could understand that missing child feeling.

Praying David is home soon for you too Julie. I would love to be able to read your blog.

Dolores said...

I understand that "somebody's missing" feeling! Hoping you get to go get Amanda soon!
Dolores

Christine said...

I feel the saem about our little boy. I hope you get Amanda soon.

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