I continue to feel like one of my children is missing; you know when you are at a store and one of your wanders away (this has not happened since I had little boys) well I will look up to find her, but of course she is in Estonia. Still I get that adrenaline rush and think, "Where is Amanda?" and then I feel silly.
We eat dinner and I feel like she should be eating with us, we go somewhere and I wonder why she is not in the car. I keep feeling like it could be anytime now, and have that mantra going in my head; any time now, any time now, any time now.
Please pray with me that everything falls into place for Amanda's adoption, I know God is letting me know she will be here soon. I spent the day in her room getting things ready. we still need to set up her crib. I feel like I should pack her things!
Any time now!
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